Hella Young World,

 Me and HipHop are officially thru.

I have been on a rollercoaster relationship with hiphop since the first time i made him my "lover". Hiphop was unfaithful to me, so now, i have decided to toss it to the curb.Literally. Funny thing is Im not the only sane person who has taken this stand, yes there are others.

for decades, decade after decade, we have lovingly put up with lil' hiphop, young hiphop, Big Hip Hop, and even the famous Shawty Hiphop. Investing money, time, PRIDE, pencils and pens, notebooks and paper, talented voices, -non talented voices, laptops and pc's, cakewalks and soundrecorders. Even the famous lil fruity loops akc took part in this world-wide relationship. pushing her in the faces of the pink skinned creatures, lettin em kno, "oh yeah, this is most definetly a "black" thang". As if to say, "this is what "us" balck folk do." Making it oh so "hott" tuh be "black". Havin aybody wantin tuh be "black". and those who's skintone matched the word wore their pride on their faces, in their language and as their clothes. I gotta admit, hiphop had game. He made us all fall in love wid him withouht even thinkin about wether it was the right or wrong thing to do. hiphop macked us by bein so damn different. but like ay playa, hiphop got caught!

Hiphop cheated. yup he cheated. With who? from what i know of with 3 different beings/intities/verbs. White folk, the devil and ignorance. i mean they was all over him, touchin him in places only i touched him, whispirin shit in his ear-- like i used to do (well without the shit included), tellin him things like if the black boy can do it, then the white boy can do it. and tellin girls to call em selves bitches, (wich i never quite understood). he even had us black folck tryna "party like some freakin rockstars" yeah so white, and trashy. (no offense to the rockas, yall gone head and rock on wicha bad selves!) but everything has turned into a big mess yall. i mean i look back on the begining of this "natural" love affection and ask myself ,"how"? how in the world did this happen? how did something that was so beautiful, (rugged but still beautiful) turn into something that is such a jackass, such a lying cheating jackass.

now dont get me wrong. hiphop did have a friend, his name was rap. aka rhapsody. and to be honest i AM still very fond of this dude. i mean yeah rap be kinda stupid sometimes. It really jus matters who be doin him....*smack* .you kno what i mean. *ch* But i aint gone blame hiphop's shitty mess on him when HE done nothing wrong. hiphop gone take this blame by himself.

the sad and frightening yet relieving thing is hiphop died. what were the causes? really i'ont know exactly. some say he was murdered , some even say he had a "data-fulla-shit" overload, but chu wanna kno what i heard? I heard he killed himself. yeah committed suicide. im just sayin, thass what i heard. yup. they said he couldnt take it, he couldnt even stand himself.

but to be honest, yall, i think we pushed him too much. made him do nasty things he wasnt built to do. turned him into a freakin freak show, tryna show off to whitey....excuse me i meant the white folk.*ahem* now whitey...dang i mean the white people's attention wasnt the only "wrong thing" done so i aint gone even blame it all on them poor folk. but another messed up thing we-"as negros--done was made ourselves hiphop's slave master slaves. you followin me? see we took ouselves and submitted ourselves under spiritual racism. the same racism that had "boyfriend" hiphop droppin down on his knees. now when i say racism i dont automatically mean white...y. but , dang, i guesse in this case i do. Man! do i sound like im anti-the color white? kus really im not. really. i mean after this episode of this article, i'll be back to lovin on the "white chocolates", i promise. but for now, yall i just gotta state the facts and get thru this. so ride wit me for a few more minutes.

but i realized something i hadnt really gave much thought,me and hiphop kinda started off on the wrong foot. for beginners he didnt serve God in the begining like he should have been, wich kinda dampered our relationship. i mean i kinda fealt like i was being unequally yoked wit a gang-star.